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Bartleby, the Scrivener A Story of Wall-street
I
AM a rather elderly man. The nature of my avocations for the last thirty years
has brought me into more than ordinary contact with what would seem an
interesting and somewhat singular set of men, of whom as yet nothing that I
know of has ever been written:--I mean the law-copyists or scriveners. I have
known very many of them, professionally and privately, and if I pleased, could
relate divers histories, at which good-natured gentlemen might smile, and
sentimental souls might weep. But I waive the biographies of all other
scriveners for a few passages in the life of Bartleby, who was a scrivener the
strangest I ever saw or heard of. While of other law-copyists I might write the
complete life, of Bartleby nothing of that sort can be done. I believe that no
materials exist for a full and satisfactory biography of this man. It is an
irreparable loss to literature. Bartleby was one of those beings of whom
nothing is ascertainable, except from the original sources, and in his case
those are very small. What my own astonished eyes saw of Bartleby, that is all
I know of him, except, indeed, one vague report which will appear in the
sequel. Ere introducing the
scrivener, as he first appeared to me, it is fit I make some mention of myself,
my employées, my business, my chambers, and general surroundings; because some
such description is indispensable to an adequate understanding of the chief
character about to be presented. Imprimis: I am a man who,
from his youth upwards, has been filled with a profound conviction that the
easiest way of life is the best. Hence, though I belong to a profession
proverbially energetic and nervous, even to turbulence, at times, yet nothing
of that sort have I ever suffered to invade my peace. I am one of those
unambitious lawyers who never addresses a jury, or in any way draws down public
applause; but in the cool tranquillity of a snug retreat, do a snug business
among rich men's bonds and mortgages and title-deeds. All who know me consider
me an eminently safe man. The late John Jacob Astor, a personage little given
to poetic enthusiasm, had no hesitation in pronouncing my first grand point to
be prudence; my next, method. I do not speak it in vanity, but simply record
the fact, that I was not unemployed in my profession by the late John Jacob
Astor; a name which, I admit, I love to repeat, for it hath a rounded and
orbicular sound to it, and rings like unto bullion. I will freely add, that I was
not insensible to the late John Jacob Astor's good opinion. Some time prior to the
period at which this little history begins, my avocations had been largely
increased. The good old office, now extinct in the State of My chambers were up
stairs at No. -- Wall-street. At one end they looked upon the white wall of the
interior of a spacious sky-light shaft, penetrating the building from top to
bottom. This view might have been considered rather tame than otherwise,
deficient in what landscape painters call "life." But if so, the view
from the other end of my chambers offered, at least, a contrast, if nothing
more. In that direction my windows commanded an unobstructed view of a lofty
brick wall, black by age and everlasting shade; which wall required no
spy-glass to bring out its lurking beauties, but for the benefit of all
near-sighted spectators, was pushed up to within ten feet of my window panes.
Owing to the great height of the surrounding buildings, and my chambers being
on the second floor, the interval between this wall and mine not a little
resembled a huge square cistern. At the period just
preceding the advent of Bartleby, I had two persons as copyists in my
employment, and a promising lad as an office-boy. First, "With submission,
sir," said "But the blots, "True,--but, with
submission, sir, behold these hairs! I am getting old. Surely, sir, a blot or
two of a warm afternoon is not to be severely urged against gray hairs. Old
age--even if it blot the page--is honorable. With submission, sir, we both are
getting old." This appeal to my
fellow-feeling was hardly to be resisted. At all events, I saw that go he would
not. So I made up my mind to let him stay, resolving, nevertheless, to see to
it, that during the afternoon he had to do with my less important papers. Nippers, the second on my
list, was a whiskered, sallow, and, upon the whole, rather piratical-looking
young man of about five and twenty. I always deemed him the victim of two evil
powers--ambition and indigestion. The ambition was evinced by a certain
impatience of the duties of a mere copyist, an unwarrantable usurpation of
strictly professional affairs, such as the original drawing up of legal
documents. The indigestion seemed betokened in an occasional nervous testiness
and grinning irritability, causing the teeth to audibly grind together over
mistakes committed in copying; unnecessary maledictions, hissed, rather than
spoken, in the heat of business; and especially by a continual discontent with
the height of the table where he worked. Though of a very ingenious mechanical
turn, Nippers could never get this table to suit him. He put chips under it,
blocks of various sorts, bits of pasteboard, and at last went so far as to
attempt an exquisite adjustment by final pieces of folded blotting-paper. But
no invention would answer. If, for the sake of easing his back, he brought the
table lid at a sharp angle well up towards his chin, and wrote there like a man
using the steep roof of a Dutch house for his desk:--then he declared that it
stopped the circulation in his arms. If now he lowered the table to his
waistbands, and stooped over it in writing, then there was a sore aching in his
back. In short, the truth of the matter was, Nippers knew not what he wanted.
Or, if he wanted any thing, it was to be rid of a scrivener's table altogether.
Among the manifestations of his diseased ambition was a fondness he had for
receiving visits from certain ambiguous-looking fellows in seedy coats, whom he
called his clients. Indeed I was aware that not only was he, at times,
considerable of a ward-politician, but he occasionally did a little business at
the Justices' courts, and was not unknown on the steps of the Tombs. I have
good reason to believe, however, that one individual who called upon him at my
chambers, and who, with a grand air, he insisted was his client, was no other
than a dun, and the alleged title-deed, a bill. But with all his failings, and
the annoyances he caused me, Nippers, like his compatriot Turkey, was a very
useful man to me; wrote a neat, swift hand; and, when he chose, was not
deficient in a gentlemanly sort of deportment. Added to this, he always dressed
in a gentlemanly sort of way; and so, incidentally, reflected credit upon my
chambers. Whereas with respect to Though concerning the
self-indulgent habits of It was fortunate for me
that, owing to its peculiar cause--indigestion--the irritability and consequent
nervousness of Nippers, were mainly observable in the morning, while in the
afternoon he was comparatively mild. So that Ginger Nut, the third on
my list, was a lad some twelve years old. His father was a carman, ambitious of
seeing his son on the bench instead of a cart, before he died. So he sent him
to my office as student at law, errand boy, and cleaner and sweeper, at the
rate of one dollar a week. He had a little desk to himself, but he did not use
it much. Upon inspection, the drawer exhibited a great array of the shells of
various sorts of nuts. Indeed, to this quick-witted youth the whole noble
science of the law was contained in a nut-shell. Not the least among the
employments of Ginger Nut, as well as one which he discharged with the most
alacrity, was his duty as cake and apple purveyor for Now my original
business--that of a conveyancer and title hunter, and drawer-up of recondite
documents of all sorts--was considerably increased by receiving the master's
office. There was now great work for scriveners. Not only must I push the
clerks already with me, but I must have additional help. In answer to my advertisement,
a motionless young man one morning, stood upon my office threshold, the door
being open, for it was summer. I can see that figure now--pallidly neat,
pitiably respectable, incurably forlorn! It was Bartleby. After a few words
touching his qualifications, I engaged him, glad to have among my corps of
copyists a man of so singularly sedate an aspect, which I thought might operate
beneficially upon the flighty temper of Turkey, and the fiery one of Nippers. I should have stated
before that ground glass folding-doors divided my premises into two parts, one
of which was occupied by my scriveners, the other by myself. According to my
humor I threw open these doors, or closed them. I resolved to assign Bartleby a
corner by the folding-doors, but on my side of them, so as to have this quiet
man within easy call, in case any trifling thing was to be done. I placed his
desk close up to a small side-window in that part of the room, a window which
originally had afforded a lateral view of certain grimy back-yards and bricks,
but which, owing to subsequent erections, commanded at present no view at all,
though it gave some light. Within three feet of the panes was a wall, and the
light came down from far above, between two lofty buildings, as from a very
small opening in a dome. Still further to a satisfactory arrangement, I
procured a high green folding screen, which might entirely isolate Bartleby
from my sight, though not remove him from my voice. And thus, in a manner,
privacy and society were conjoined. At first Bartleby did an
extraordinary quantity of writing. As if long famishing for something to copy,
he seemed to gorge himself on my documents. There was no pause for digestion.
He ran a day and night line, copying by sun-light and by candle-light. I should
have been quite delighted with his application, had be been cheerfully
industrious. But he wrote on silently, palely, mechanically. It is, of course, an
indispensable part of a scrivener's business to verify the accuracy of his
copy, word by word. Where there are two or more scriveners in an office, they
assist each other in this examination, one reading from the copy, the other
holding the original. It is a very dull, wearisome, and lethargic affair. I can
readily imagine that to some sanguine temperaments it would be altogether
intolerable. For example, I cannot credit that the mettlesome poet Byron would
have contentedly sat down with Bartleby to examine a law document of, say five
hundred pages, closely written in a crimpy hand. Now and then, in the
haste of business, it had been my habit to assist in comparing some brief
document myself, calling In this very attitude did
I sit when I called to him, rapidly stating what it was I wanted him to
do--namely, to examine a small paper with me. Imagine my surprise, nay, my
consternation, when without moving from his privacy, Bartleby in a singularly
mild, firm voice, replied, "I would prefer not to." I sat awhile in perfect
silence, rallying my stunned faculties. Immediately it occurred to me that my
ears had deceived me, or Bartleby had entirely misunderstood my meaning. I
repeated my request in the clearest tone I could assume. But in quite as clear
a one came the previous reply, "I would prefer not to." "Prefer not
to," echoed I, rising in high excitement, and crossing the room with a
stride. "What do you mean? Are you moon-struck? I want you to help me
compare this sheet here--take it," and I thrust it towards him. "I would prefer not
to," said he. I looked at him
steadfastly. His face was leanly composed; his gray eye dimly calm. Not a wrinkle
of agitation rippled him. Had there been the least uneasiness, anger,
impatience or impertinence in his manner; in other words, had there been any
thing ordinarily human about him, doubtless I should have violently dismissed
him from the premises. But as it was, I should have as soon thought of turning
my pale plaster-of-paris bust of A few days after this,
Bartleby concluded four lengthy documents, being quadruplicates of a week's
testimony taken before me in my High Court of Chancery. It became necessary to
examine them. It was an important suit, and great accuracy was imperative.
Having all things arranged I called Turkey, Nippers and Ginger Nut from the
next room, meaning to place the four copies in the hands of my four clerks,
while I should read from the original. Accordingly Turkey, Nippers and Ginger
Nut had taken their seats in a row, each with his document in hand, when I
called to Bartleby to join this interesting group. "Bartleby! quick, I
am waiting." I heard a slow scrape of
his chair legs on the uncarpeted floor, and soon he appeared standing at the
entrance of his hermitage. "What is
wanted?" said he mildly. "The copies, the
copies," said I hurriedly. "We are going to examine them.
There"--and I held towards him the fourth quadruplicate. "I would prefer not
to," he said, and gently disappeared behind the screen. For a few moments I was
turned into a pillar of salt, standing at the head of my seated column of
clerks. Recovering myself, I advanced towards the screen, and demanded the
reason for such extraordinary conduct. "Why do you
refuse?" "I would prefer not
to." With any other man I
should have flown outright into a dreadful passion, scorned all further words,
and thrust him ignominiously from my presence. But there was something about
Bartleby that not only strangely disarmed me, but in a wonderful manner touched
and disconcerted me. I began to reason with him. "These are your own
copies we are about to examine. It is labor saving to you, because one
examination will answer for your four papers. It is common usage. Every copyist
is bound to help examine his copy. Is it not so? Will you not speak? Answer!"
"I prefer not
to," he replied in a flute-like tone. It seemed to me that while I had
been addressing him, he carefully revolved every statement that I made; fully
comprehended the meaning; could not gainsay the irresistible conclusion; but,
at the same time, some paramount consideration prevailed with him to reply as
he did. "You are decided,
then, not to comply with my request--a request made according to common usage
and common sense?" He briefly gave me to
understand that on that point my judgment was sound. Yes: his decision was
irreversible. It is not seldom the case
that when a man is browbeaten in some unprecedented and violently unreasonable
way, he begins to stagger in his own plainest faith. He begins, as it were,
vaguely to surmise that, wonderful as it may be, all the justice and all the
reason is on the other side. Accordingly, if any disinterested persons are
present, he turns to them for some reinforcement for his own faltering mind. " "With submission,
sir," said "Nippers," said
I, "what do you think of it?" "I think I should
kick him out of the office." (The reader of nice
perceptions will here perceive that, it being morning, "Ginger Nut,"
said I, willing to enlist the smallest suffrage in my behalf, "what do you
think of it?" "I think, sir, he's
a little luny," replied Ginger Nut, with a grin. "You hear what they
say," said I, turning towards the screen, "come forth and do your
duty." But he vouchsafed no
reply. I pondered a moment in sore perplexity. But once more business hurried
me. I determined again to postpone the consideration of this dilemma to my
future leisure. With a little trouble we made out to examine the papers without
Bartleby, though at every page or two, Turkey deferentially dropped his opinion
that this proceeding was quite out of the common; while Nippers, twitching in
his chair with a dyspeptic nervousness, ground out between his set teeth
occasional hissing maledictions against the stubborn oaf behind the screen. And
for his (Nippers's) part, this was the first and the last time he would do
another man's business without pay. Meanwhile Bartleby sat in
his hermitage, oblivious to every thing but his own peculiar business there. Some days passed, the
scrivener being employed upon another lengthy work. His late remarkable conduct
led me to regard his ways narrowly. I observed that he never went to dinner;
indeed that he never went any where. As yet I had never of my personal
knowledge known him to be outside of my office. He was a perpetual sentry in
the corner. At about eleven o'clock though, in the morning, I noticed that
Ginger Nut would advance toward the opening in Bartleby's screen, as if
silently beckoned thither by a gesture invisible to me where I sat. The boy
would then leave the office jingling a few pence, and reappear with a handful
of ginger-nuts which he delivered in the hermitage, receiving two of the cakes
for his trouble. He lives, then, on
ginger-nuts, thought I; never eats a dinner, properly speaking; he must be a
vegetarian then; but no; he never eats even vegetables, he eats nothing but
ginger-nuts. My mind then ran on in reveries concerning the probable effects
upon the human constitution of living entirely on ginger-nuts. Ginger-nuts are
so called because they contain ginger as one of their peculiar constituents,
and the final flavoring one. Now what was ginger? A hot, spicy thing. Was
Bartleby hot and spicy? Not at all. Ginger, then, had no effect upon Bartleby.
Probably he preferred it should have none. Nothing so aggravates an
earnest person as a passive resistance. If the individual so resisted be of a
not inhumane temper, and the resisting one perfectly harmless in his passivity;
then, in the better moods of the former, he will endeavor charitably to
construe to his imagination what proves impossible to be solved by his
judgment. Even so, for the most part, I regarded Bartleby and his ways. Poor
fellow! thought I, he means no mischief; it is plain he intends no insolence;
his aspect sufficiently evinces that his eccentricities are involuntary. He is
useful to me. I can get along with him. If I turn him away, the chances are he
will fall in with some less indulgent employer, and then he will be rudely
treated, and perhaps driven forth miserably to starve. Yes. Here I can cheaply
purchase a delicious self-approval. To befriend Bartleby; to humor him in his
strange wilfulness, will cost me little or nothing, while I lay up in my soul
what will eventually prove a sweet morsel for my conscience. But this mood was
not invariable with me. The passiveness of Bartleby sometimes irritated me. I
felt strangely goaded on to encounter him in new opposition, to elicit some
angry spark from him answerable to my own. But indeed I might as well have
essayed to strike fire with my knuckles against a bit of Windsor soap. But one
afternoon the evil impulse in me mastered me, and the following little scene
ensued: "Bartleby,"
said I, "when those papers are all copied, I will compare them with
you." "I would prefer not
to." "How? Surely you do
not mean to persist in that mulish vagary?" No answer. I threw open the
folding-doors near by, and turning upon "He says, a second
time, he won't examine his papers. What do you think of it, It was afternoon, be it
remembered. Turkey sat glowing like a brass boiler, his bald head steaming, his
hands reeling among his blotted papers. "Think of it?"
roared So saying, "Sit down, "Excuse me, that is
for you to decide, sir. I think his conduct quite unusual, and indeed unjust,
as regards Turkey and myself. But it may only be a passing whim." "Ah," exclaimed
I, "you have strangely changed your mind then--you speak very gently of
him now." "All beer,"
cried "You refer to
Bartleby, I suppose. No, not to-day, Turkey," I replied; "pray, put
up your fists." I closed the doors, and
again advanced towards Bartleby. I felt additional incentives tempting me to my
fate. I burned to be rebelled against again. I remembered that Bartleby never
left the office. "Bartleby,"
said I, "Ginger Nut is away; just step round to the Post Office, won't
you? (it was but a three minutes walk,) and see if there is any thing for
me." "I would prefer not
to." "You will not?"
"I prefer not."
I staggered to my desk,
and sat there in a deep study. My blind inveteracy returned. Was there any
other thing in which I could procure myself to be ignominiously repulsed by
this lean, penniless wight?--my hired clerk? What added thing is there,
perfectly reasonable, that he will be sure to refuse to do? "Bartleby!" No answer. "Bartleby," in
a louder tone. No answer. "Bartleby," I
roared. Like a very ghost,
agreeably to the laws of magical invocation, at the third summons, he appeared
at the entrance of his hermitage. "Go to the next
room, and tell Nippers to come to me." "I prefer not
to," he respectfully and slowly said, and mildly disappeared. "Very good,
Bartleby," said I, in a quiet sort of serenely severe self-possessed tone,
intimating the unalterable purpose of some terrible retribution very close at
hand. At the moment I half intended something of the kind. But upon the whole,
as it was drawing towards my dinner-hour, I thought it best to put on my hat
and walk home for the day, suffering much from perplexity and distress of mind.
Shall I acknowledge it?
The conclusion of this whole business was, that it soon became a fixed fact of
my chambers, that a pale young scrivener, by the name of Bartleby, had a desk there;
that he copied for me at the usual rate of four cents a folio (one hundred
words); but he was permanently exempt from examining the work done by him, that
duty being transferred to Turkey and Nippers, one of compliment doubtless to
their superior acuteness; moreover, said Bartleby was never on any account to
be dispatched on the most trivial errand of any sort; and that even if
entreated to take upon him such a matter, it was generally understood that he
would prefer not to--in other words, that he would refuse point-blank. As days passed on, I
became considerably reconciled to Bartleby. His steadiness, his freedom from
all dissipation, his incessant industry (except when he chose to throw himself
into a standing revery behind his screen), his great stillness, his
unalterableness of demeanor under all circumstances, made him a valuable
acquisition. One prime thing was this,--he was always there;--first in the
morning, continually through the day, and the last at night. I had a singular
confidence in his honesty. I felt my most precious papers perfectly safe in his
hands. Sometimes to be sure I could not, for the very soul of me, avoid falling
into sudden spasmodic passions with him. For it was exceeding difficult to bear
in mind all the time those strange peculiarities, privileges, and unheard of
exemptions, forming the tacit stipulations on Bartleby's part under which he
remained in my office. Now and then, in the eagerness of dispatching pressing
business, I would inadvertently summon Bartleby, in a short, rapid tone, to put
his finger, say, on the incipient tie of a bit of red tape with which I was
about compressing some papers. Of course, from behind the screen the usual
answer, "I prefer not to," was sure to come; and then, how could a human
creature with the common infirmities of our nature, refrain from bitterly
exclaiming upon such perverseness--such unreasonableness. However, every added
repulse of this sort which I received only tended to lessen the probability of
my repeating the inadvertence. Here it must be said,
that according to the custom of most legal gentlemen occupying chambers in
densely-populated law buildings, there were several keys to my door. One was
kept by a woman residing in the attic, which person weekly scrubbed and daily swept
and dusted my apartments. Another was kept by Turkey for convenience sake. The
third I sometimes carried in my own pocket. The fourth I knew not who had. Now, one Sunday morning I
happened to go to Trinity Church, to hear a celebrated preacher, and finding
myself rather early on the ground, I thought I would walk round to my chambers
for a while. Luckily I had my key with me; but upon applying it to the lock, I
found it resisted by something inserted from the inside. Quite surprised, I
called out; when to my consternation a key was turned from within; and
thrusting his lean visage at me, and holding the door ajar, the apparition of
Bartleby appeared, in his shirt sleeves, and otherwise in a strangely tattered
dishabille, saying quietly that he was sorry, but he was deeply engaged just
then, and--preferred not admitting me at present. In a brief word or two, he
moreover added, that perhaps I had better walk round the block two or three
times, and by that time he would probably have concluded his affairs. Now, the utterly
unsurmised appearance of Bartleby, tenanting my law-chambers of a Sunday
morning, with his cadaverously gentlemanly nonchalance, yet withal firm and
self-possessed, had such a strange effect upon me, that incontinently I slunk
away from my own door, and did as desired. But not without sundry twinges of
impotent rebellion against the mild effrontery of this unaccountable scrivener.
Indeed, it was his wonderful mildness chiefly, which not only disarmed me, but
unmanned me, as it were. For I consider that one, for the time, is a sort of
unmanned when he tranquilly permits his hired clerk to dictate to him, and
order him away from his own premises. Furthermore, I was full of uneasiness as
to what Bartleby could possibly be doing in my office in his shirt sleeves, and
in an otherwise dismantled condition of a Sunday morning. Was any thing amiss
going on? Nay, that was out of the question. It was not to be thought of for a
moment that Bartleby was an immoral person. But what could he be doing there?--copying?
Nay again, whatever might be his eccentricities, Bartleby was an eminently
decorous person. He would be the last man to sit down to his desk in any state
approaching to nudity. Besides, it was Sunday; and there was something about
Bartleby that forbade the supposition that we would by any secular occupation
violate the proprieties of the day. Nevertheless, my mind was
not pacified; and full of a restless curiosity, at last I returned to the door.
Without hindrance I inserted my key, opened it, and entered. Bartleby was not
to be seen. I looked round anxiously, peeped behind his screen; but it was very
plain that he was gone. Upon more closely examining the place, I surmised that
for an indefinite period Bartleby must have ate, dressed, and slept in my
office, and that too without plate, mirror, or bed. The cushioned seat of a
ricketty old sofa in one corner bore the faint impress of a lean, reclining
form. Rolled away under his desk, I found a blanket; under the empty grate, a
blacking box and brush; on a chair, a tin basin, with soap and a ragged towel;
in a newspaper a few crumbs of ginger-nuts and a morsel of cheese. Yet, thought
I, it is evident enough that Bartleby has been making his home here, keeping
bachelor's hall all by himself. Immediately then the thought came sweeping
across me, What miserable friendlessness and loneliness are here revealed! His
poverty is great; but his solitude, how horrible! Think of it. Of a Sunday,
Wall-street is deserted as For the first time in my
life a feeling of overpowering stinging melancholy seized me. Before, I had
never experienced aught but a not-unpleasing sadness. The bond of a common
humanity now drew me irresistibly to gloom. A fraternal melancholy! For both I
and Bartleby were sons of Adam. I remembered the bright silks and sparkling
faces I had seen that day, in gala trim, swan-like sailing down the Mississippi
of Broadway; and I contrasted them with the pallid copyist, and thought to
myself, Ah, happiness courts the light, so we deem the world is gay; but misery
hides aloof, so we deem that misery there is none. These sad
fancyings--chimeras, doubtless, of a sick and silly brain--led on to other and
more special thoughts, concerning the eccentricities of Bartleby. Presentiments
of strange discoveries hovered round me. The scrivener's pale form appeared to
me laid out, among uncaring strangers, in its shivering winding sheet. Suddenly I was attracted
by Bartleby's closed desk, the key in open sight left in the lock. I mean no mischief, seek
the gratification of no heartless curiosity, thought I; besides, the desk is
mine, and its contents too, so I will make bold to look within. Every thing was
methodically arranged, the papers smoothly placed. The pigeon holes were deep,
and removing the files of documents, I groped into their recesses. Presently I
felt something there, and dragged it out. It was an old bandanna handkerchief,
heavy and knotted. I opened it, and saw it was a savings' bank. I now recalled all the
quiet mysteries which I had noted in the man. I remembered that he never spoke
but to answer; that though at intervals he had considerable time to himself,
yet I had never seen him reading--no, not even a newspaper; that for long
periods he would stand looking out, at his pale window behind the screen, upon
the dead brick wall; I was quite sure he never visited any refectory or eating
house; while his pale face clearly indicated that he never drank beer like
Turkey, or tea and coffee even, like other men; that he never went any where in
particular that I could learn; never went out for a walk, unless indeed that
was the case at present; that he had declined telling who he was, or whence he
came, or whether he had any relatives in the world; that though so thin and
pale, he never complained of ill health. And more than all, I remembered a
certain unconscious air of pallid--how shall I call it?--of pallid haughtiness,
say, or rather an austere reserve about him, which had positively awed me into
my tame compliance with his eccentricities, when I had feared to ask him to do
the slightest incidental thing for me, even though I might know, from his
long-continued motionlessness, that behind his screen he must be standing in
one of those dead-wall reveries of his. Revolving all these
things, and coupling them with the recently discovered fact that he made my
office his constant abiding place and home, and not forgetful of his morbid
moodiness; revolving all these things, a prudential feeling began to steal over
me. My first emotions had been those of pure melancholy and sincerest pity; but
just in proportion as the forlornness of Bartleby grew and grew to my
imagination, did that same melancholy merge into fear, that pity into
repulsion. So true it is, and so terrible too, that up to a certain point the
thought or sight of misery enlists our best affections; but, in certain special
cases, beyond that point it does not. They err who would assert that invariably
this is owing to the inherent selfishness of the human heart. It rather
proceeds from a certain hopelessness of remedying excessive and organic ill. To
a sensitive being, pity is not seldom pain. And when at last it is perceived
that such pity cannot lead to effectual succor, common sense bids the soul be
rid of it. What I saw that morning persuaded me that the scrivener was the
victim of innate and incurable disorder. I might give alms to his body; but his
body did not pain him; it was his soul that suffered, and his soul I could not
reach. I did not accomplish the
purpose of going to The next morning came. "Bartleby,"
said I, gently calling to him behind his screen. No reply. "Bartleby,"
said I, in a still gentler tone, "come here; I am not going to ask you to
do any thing you would prefer not to do--I simply wish to speak to you." Upon this he noiselessly
slid into view. "Will you tell me, Bartleby,
where you were born?" "I would prefer not
to." "Will you tell me
any thing about yourself?" "I would prefer not
to." "But what reasonable
objection can you have to speak to me? I feel friendly towards you." He did not look at me
while I spoke, but kept his glance fixed upon my bust of "What is your
answer, Bartleby?" said I, after waiting a considerable time for a reply,
during which his countenance remained immovable, only there was the faintest
conceivable tremor of the white attenuated mouth. "At present I prefer
to give no answer," he said, and retired into his hermitage. It was rather weak in me
I confess, but his manner on this occasion nettled me. Not only did there seem
to lurk in it a certain disdain, but his perverseness seemed ungrateful,
considering the undeniable good usage and indulgence he had received from me. Again I sat ruminating
what I should do. Mortified as I was at his behavior, and resolved as I had
been to dismiss him when I entered my office, nevertheless I strangely felt
something superstitious knocking at my heart, and forbidding me to carry out my
purpose, and denouncing me for a villain if I dared to breathe one bitter word
against this forlornest of mankind. At last, familiarly drawing my chair behind
his screen, I sat down and said: "Bartleby, never mind then about
revealing your history; but let me entreat you, as a friend, to comply as far
as may be with the usages of this office. Say now you will help to examine
papers to-morrow or next day: in short, say now that in a day or two you will
begin to be a little reasonable:--say so, Bartleby." "At present I would
prefer not to be a little reasonable," was his mildly cadaverous reply. Just then the
folding-doors opened, and Nippers approached. He seemed suffering from an
unusually bad night's rest, induced by severer indigestion than common. He
overheard those final words of Bartleby. "Prefer not,
eh?" gritted Nippers--"I'd prefer him, if I were you, sir,"
addressing me--"I'd prefer him; I'd give him preferences, the stubborn
mule! What is it, sir, pray, that he prefers not to do now?" Bartleby moved not a
limb. "Mr. Nippers,"
said I, "I'd prefer that you would withdraw for the present." Somehow, of late I had
got into the way of involuntarily using this word "prefer" upon all
sorts of not exactly suitable occasions. And I trembled to think that my
contact with the scrivener had already and seriously affected me in a mental
way. And what further and deeper aberration might it not yet produce? This
apprehension had not been without efficacy in determining me to summary means. As Nippers, looking very
sour and sulky, was departing, "With submission,
sir," said he, "yesterday I was thinking about Bartleby here, and I
think that if he would but prefer to take a quart of good ale every day, it
would do much towards mending him, and enabling him to assist in examining his
papers." "So you have got the
word too," said I, slightly excited. "With submission,
what word, sir," asked "I would prefer to
be left alone here," said Bartleby, as if offended at being mobbed in his
privacy. "That's the word, "Oh, prefer? oh
yes--queer word. I never use it myself. But, sir, as I was saying, if he would
but prefer--" " "Oh, certainly, sir,
if you prefer that I should." As he opened the
folding-door to retire, Nippers at his desk caught a glimpse of me, and asked whether
I would prefer to have a certain paper copied on blue paper or white. He did
not in the least roguishly accent the word prefer. It was plain that it
involuntarily rolled from his tongue. I thought to myself, surely I must get
rid of a demented man, who already has in some degree turned the tongues, if
not the heads of myself and clerks. But I thought it prudent not to break the
dismission at once. The next day I noticed
that Bartleby did nothing but stand at his window in his dead-wall revery. Upon
asking him why he did not write, he said that he had decided upon doing no more
writing. "Why, how now? what
next?" exclaimed I, "do no more writing?" "No more." "And what is the
reason?" "Do you not see the
reason for yourself," he indifferently replied. I looked steadfastly at
him, and perceived that his eyes looked dull and glazed. Instantly it occurred
to me, that his unexampled diligence in copying by his dim window for the first
few weeks of his stay with me might have temporarily impaired his vision. I was touched. I said
something in condolence with him. I hinted that of course he did wisely in
abstaining from writing for a while; and urged him to embrace that opportunity
of taking wholesome exercise in the open air. This, however, he did not do. A
few days after this, my other clerks being absent, and being in a great hurry
to dispatch certain letters by the mail, I thought that, having nothing else
earthly to do, Bartleby would surely be less inflexible than usual, and carry
these letters to the post-office. But he blankly declined. So, much to my
inconvenience, I went myself. Still added days went by.
Whether Bartleby's eyes improved or not, I could not say. To all appearance, I
thought they did. But when I asked him if they did, he vouchsafed no answer. At
all events, he would do no copying. At last, in reply to my urgings, he
informed me that he had permanently given up copying. "What!"
exclaimed I; "suppose your eyes should get entirely well--better than ever
before--would you not copy then?" "I have given up
copying," he answered, and slid aside. He remained as ever, a
fixture in my chamber. Nay--if that were possible--he became still more of a
fixture than before. What was to be done? He would do nothing in the office:
why should he stay there? In plain fact, he had now become a millstone to me,
not only useless as a necklace, but afflictive to bear. Yet I was sorry for
him. I speak less than truth when I say that, on his own account, he occasioned
me uneasiness. If he would but have named a single relative or friend, I would
instantly have written, and urged their taking the poor fellow away to some
convenient retreat. But he seemed alone, absolutely alone in the universe. A
bit of wreck in the mid At the expiration of that
period, I peeped behind the screen, and lo! Bartleby was there. I buttoned up my coat,
balanced myself; advanced slowly towards him, touched his shoulder, and said,
"The time has come; you must quit this place; I am sorry for you; here is
money; but you must go." "I would prefer
not," he replied, with his back still towards me. "You must." He remained silent. Now I had an unbounded
confidence in this man's common honesty. He had frequently restored to me sixpences
and shillings carelessly dropped upon the floor, for I am apt to be very
reckless in such shirt-button affairs. The proceeding then which followed will
not be deemed extraordinary. "Bartleby,"
said I, "I owe you twelve dollars on account; here are thirty-two; the odd
twenty are yours.--Will you take it?" and I handed the bills towards him. But he made no motion. "I will leave them
here then," putting them under a weight on the table. Then taking my hat
and cane and going to the door I tranquilly turned and added--"After you
have removed your things from these offices, Bartleby, you will of course lock
the door--since every one is now gone for the day but you--and if you please,
slip your key underneath the mat, so that I may have it in the morning. I shall
not see you again; so good-bye to you. If hereafter in your new place of abode
I can be of any service to you, do not fail to advise me by letter. Good-bye,
Bartleby, and fare you well." But he answered not a
word; like the last column of some ruined temple, he remained standing mute and
solitary in the middle of the otherwise deserted room. As I walked home in a
pensive mood, my vanity got the better of my pity. I could not but highly plume
myself on my masterly management in getting rid of Bartleby. Masterly I call
it, and such it must appear to any dispassionate thinker. The beauty of my
procedure seemed to consist in its perfect quietness. There was no vulgar
bullying, no bravado of any sort, no choleric hectoring, and striding to and fro
across the apartment, jerking out vehement commands for Bartleby to bundle
himself off with his beggarly traps. Nothing of the kind. Without loudly
bidding Bartleby depart--as an inferior genius might have done--I assumed the
ground that depart he must; and upon the assumption built all I had to say. The
more I thought over my procedure, the more I was charmed with it. Nevertheless,
next morning, upon awakening, I had my doubts,--I had somehow slept off the
fumes of vanity. One of the coolest and wisest hours a man has, is just after
he awakes in the morning. My procedure seemed as sagacious as ever,--but only
in theory. How it would prove in practice--there was the rub. It was truly a
beautiful thought to have assumed Bartleby's departure; but, after all, that
assumption was simply my own, and none of Bartleby's. The great point was, not
whether I had assumed that he would quit me, but whether he would prefer so to
do. He was more a man of preferences than assumptions. After breakfast, I walked
down town, arguing the probabilities pro and con. One moment I thought it would
prove a miserable failure, and Bartleby would be found all alive at my office
as usual; the next moment it seemed certain that I should see his chair empty.
And so I kept veering about. At the corner of Broadway and Canal-street, I saw
quite an excited group of people standing in earnest conversation. "I'll take odds he
doesn't," said a voice as I passed. "Doesn't
go?--done!" said I, "put up your money." I was instinctively putting
my hand in my pocket to produce my own, when I remembered that this was an
election day. The words I had overheard bore no reference to Bartleby, but to
the success or non-success of some candidate for the mayoralty. In my intent
frame of mind, I had, as it were, imagined that all Broadway shared in my
excitement, and were debating the same question with me. I passed on, very
thankful that the uproar of the street screened my momentary absent-mindedness.
As I had intended, I was
earlier than usual at my office door. I stood listening for a moment. All was
still. He must be gone. I tried the knob. The door was locked. Yes, my
procedure had worked to a charm; he indeed must be vanished. Yet a certain
melancholy mixed with this: I was almost sorry for my brilliant success. I was
fumbling under the door mat for the key, which Bartleby was to have left there
for me, when accidentally my knee knocked against a panel, producing a
summoning sound, and in response a voice came to me from within--"Not yet;
I am occupied." It was Bartleby. I was thunderstruck. For
an instant I stood like the man who, pipe in mouth, was killed one cloudless
afternoon long ago in Virginia, by summer lightning; at his own warm open window
he was killed, and remained leaning out there upon the dreamy afternoon, till
some one touched him, when he fell. "Not gone!" I
murmured at last. But again obeying that wondrous ascendancy which the
inscrutable scrivener had over me, and from which ascendency, for all my
chafing, I could not completely escape, I slowly went down stairs and out into
the street, and while walking round the block, considered what I should next do
in this unheard-of perplexity. Turn the man out by an actual thrusting I could
not; to drive him away by calling him hard names would not do; calling in the
police was an unpleasant idea; and yet, permit him to enjoy his cadaverous
triumph over me,--this too I could not think of. What was to be done? or, if
nothing could be done, was there any thing further that I could assume in the
matter? Yes, as before I had prospectively assumed that Bartleby would depart,
so now I might retrospectively assume that departed he was. In the legitimate
carrying out of this assumption, I might enter my office in a great hurry, and
pretending not to see Bartleby at all, walk straight against him as if he were
air. Such a proceeding would in a singular degree have the appearance of a
home-thrust. It was hardly possible that Bartleby could withstand such an
application of the doctrine of assumptions. But upon second thoughts the
success of the plan seemed rather dubious. I resolved to argue the matter over
with him again. "Bartleby,"
said I, entering the office, with a quietly severe expression, "I am
seriously displeased. I am pained, Bartleby. I had thought better of you. I had
imagined you of such a gentlemanly organization, that in any delicate dilemma a
slight hint would suffice--in short, an assumption. But it appears I am
deceived. Why," I added, unaffectedly starting, "you have not even
touched the money yet," pointing to it, just where I had left it the
evening previous. He answered nothing. "Will you, or will
you not, quit me?" I now demanded in a sudden passion, advancing close to
him. "I would prefer not
to quit you," he replied, gently emphasizing the not. "What earthly right
have you to stay here? Do you pay any rent? Do you pay my taxes? Or is this
property yours?" He answered nothing. "Are you ready to go
on and write now? Are your eyes recovered? Could you copy a small paper for me
this morning? or help examine a few lines? or step round to the post-office? In
a word, will you do any thing at all, to give a coloring to your refusal to
depart the premises?" He silently retired into
his hermitage. I was now in such a state
of nervous resentment that I thought it but prudent to check myself at present
from further demonstrations. Bartleby and I were alone. I remembered the
tragedy of the unfortunate Adams and the still more unfortunate Colt in the
solitary office of the latter; and how poor Colt, being dreadfully incensed by
Adams, and imprudently permitting himself to get wildly excited, was at
unawares hurried into his fatal act--an act which certainly no man could possibly
deplore more than the actor himself. Often it had occurred to me in my
ponderings upon the subject, that had that altercation taken place in the
public street, or at a private residence, it would not have terminated as it
did. It was the circumstance of being alone in a solitary office, up stairs, of
a building entirely unhallowed by humanizing domestic associations--an
uncarpeted office, doubtless, of a dusty, haggard sort of appearance;--this it
must have been, which greatly helped to enhance the irritable desperation of
the hapless Colt. But when this old Adam of
resentment rose in me and tempted me concerning Bartleby, I grappled him and
threw him. How? Why, simply by recalling the divine injunction: "A new
commandment give I unto you, that ye love one another." Yes, this it was
that saved me. Aside from higher considerations, charity often operates as a
vastly wise and prudent principle--a great safeguard to its possessor. Men have
committed murder for jealousy's sake, and anger's sake, and hatred's sake, and
selfishness' sake, and spiritual pride's sake; but no man that ever I heard of,
ever committed a diabolical murder for sweet charity's sake. Mere
self-interest, then, if no better motive can be enlisted, should, especially
with high-tempered men, prompt all beings to charity and philanthropy. At any
rate, upon the occasion in question, I strove to drown my exasperated feelings
towards the scrivener by benevolently construing his conduct. Poor fellow, poor
fellow! thought I, he don't mean any thing; and besides, he has seen hard
times, and ought to be indulged. I endeavored also
immediately to occupy myself, and at the same time to comfort my despondency. I
tried to fancy that in the course of the morning, at such time as might prove
agreeable to him, Bartleby, of his own free accord, would emerge from his
hermitage, and take up some decided line of march in the direction of the door.
But no. Half-past Some days now passed,
during which, at leisure intervals I looked a little into "Edwards on the
Will," and "Priestley on Necessity." Under the circumstances, those
books induced a salutary feeling. Gradually I slid into the persuasion that
these troubles of mine touching the scrivener, had been all predestinated from
eternity, and Bartleby was billeted upon me for some mysterious purpose of an
all-wise Providence, which it was not for a mere mortal like me to fathom. Yes,
Bartleby, stay there behind your screen, thought I; I shall persecute you no
more; you are harmless and noiseless as any of these old chairs; in short, I
never feel so private as when I know you are here. At least I see it, I feel
it; I penetrate to the predestinated purpose of my life. I am content. Others
may have loftier parts to enact; but my mission in this world, Bartleby, is to
furnish you with office-room for such period as you may see fit to remain. I believe that this wise
and blessed frame of mind would have continued with me, had it not been for the
unsolicited and uncharitable remarks obtruded upon me by my professional
friends who visited the rooms. But thus it often is, that the constant friction
of illiberal minds wears out at last the best resolves of the more generous.
Though to be sure, when I reflected upon it, it was not strange that people
entering my office should be struck by the peculiar aspect of the unaccountable
Bartleby, and so be tempted to throw out some sinister observations concerning
him. Sometimes an attorney having business with me, and calling at my office,
and finding no one but the scrivener there, would undertake to obtain some sort
of precise information from him touching my whereabouts; but without heeding
his idle talk, Bartleby would remain standing immovable in the middle of the
room. So after contemplating him in that position for a time, the attorney
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