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The wind was a torrent of darkness among the gusty trees,
The moon was a ghostly galleon tossed upon cloudy seas.
The road was a ribbon of moonlight over the purple moor,
And the highwayman came riding—
Riding—riding—
The highwayman came riding, up to the old inn-door.
He’d a French cocked-hat on his forehead, a bunch of lace at his
chin,
A coat of the claret velvet, and breeches of brown doe-skin.
They fitted with never a wrinkle. His boots were up to the thigh.
And he rode with a jewelled twinkle,
His pistol butts a-twinkle,
His rapier hilts a-twinkle, under the jewelled sky.
Over the cobbles he clattered and clashed in the dark inn-yard.
He tapped with his whip on the shutters, but all was locked and barred.
He whistled a tune to the window, and who should be waiting there
But the landlord’s black-eyed daughter,
Bess, the landlord’s daughter,
Plaiting a dark red love-knot into her long black hair.
And dark in the dark old inn-yard a stable-wicket creaked
Where Tim the ostler listened. His face was white and peaked.
His eyes were hollows of madness, his mouth like mouldy hay,
But he loved the landlord’s daughter,
The landlord’s red-lipped daughter.
Dumb as a dog he listened, and he heard the robber say—
“One kiss my bonny sweetheart, I’m after a prize to-night,
But I shall be back with the yellow gold before the morning light;
Yet if they press me sharply, and harry me through the day,
Then look for me by moonlight,
Watch for me by moonlight,
I’ll come to thee by moonlight, though hell should bar the way.”
He
rose upright in the stirrups. He scarce could reach her hand,
But she loosened her hair i’ the casement. His face burnt like a brand
As the black cascade of perfume came tumbling over his breast;
And he kissed its waves in the moonlight,
(Oh, sweet black waves in the moonlight!)
Then he tugged at his reins in the moonlight, and galloped away to the west.
Part
II
He did not come in the dawning. He did not come at noon;
And out o’ the tawny sunset, before the rise o’ the moon,
When the road was a gypsy’s ribbon, looping the purple moor,
A red-coat troop came marching—
Marching—marching—
King George’s men came marching, up to the old inn-door.
They said no word to the landlord. They drank his ale instead.
But gagged his daughter, and bound her, to the foot of her narrow bed.
Two of them knelt at her casement, with muskets at their side!
There was death at every window;
And hell at one dark window;
For Bess could see, though her casement, the road that he would ride.
They had tied her up to attention, with many a sniggering jest.
They had bound a musket beside her, with muzzle beneath her breast!
"Now, keep good watch!" and they kissed her. She heard the dead man
say—
Look for me by moonlight;
Watch for me by moonlight;
I’ll come to thee by moonlight, though hell should bar the way!
She twisted her hands behind her; but all the knots held good!
She writhed her hands till her fingers were wet with sweat or blood!
They stretched and strained in the darkness, and the hours crawled by like
years,
Till, now, on the stroke of midnight,
Cold on the stroke of midnight,
The tip of one finger touched it! The trigger at least was hers!
The tip of one finger touched it. She strove no more for the
rest.
Up, she stood up to attention, with the muzzle beneath her breast.
She would not risk their hearing; she would not strive again;
For the road lay bare in the moonlight;
Blank and bare in the moonlight;
And the blood of her veins, in the moonlight, throbbed to her love’s refrain.
Tlot-tlot; tlot-tlot!
Had they heard it? The horse-hoofs ringing clear;
Tlot-tlot, tlot-tlot, in the distance! Were they deaf that they
did not hear?
Down the ribbon of moonlight, over the brow of the hill,
The highwayman came riding,
Riding, riding!
The red-coats looked to their priming! She stood up, straight and still.
Tlot-tlot, in the
frosty silence! Tlot-tlot, in the echoing night!
Nearer he came and nearer. Her face was like a light.
Her eyes grew wide for a moment; she drew one last deep breath,
Then her finger moved in the moonlight,
Her musket shattered the moonlight,
Shattered her breast in the moonlight and warned him—with her death.
He turned. He spurred to the west; he did not know who stood
Bowed, with her head o’er the musket, drenched with her own red blood!
Not till the dawn he heard it, and face grew grey to hear
How Bess, the landlord’s daughter,
The landlord’s black-eyed daughter,
Had watched for her love in the moonlight, and died in the darkness there.
Back, he spurred like a madman, shouting a curse to the sky,
With the white road smoking behind him and his rapier brandished high.
Blood-red were his spurs i’ the golden noon; wine-red was his velvet coat;
When they shot him down on the highway,
Down like a dog on the highway,
And he lay in his blood on the highway, with the bunch of lace at his throat
And still of a winter’s night, they say, when the wind is in the
trees,
When the moon is a ghostly galleon tossed upon cloudy seas,
When the road is a ribbon of moonlight over the purple moor,
A highwayman comes riding—
Riding—Riding—
A highwayman comes riding, up to the old inn-door.
Over the cobbles he clatters and clangs in the dark inn-yard.
And he taps with his whip on the shutters, but all is locked and barred.
He whistles a tune to the window, and who should be waiting there
But the landlord’s black-eyed daughter,
Bess, the landlord’s daughter,
Plaiting a dark red love-knot into her long black hair.
by Edgar Allan Poe
(1846)
THE thousand injuries of Fortunato I had borne
as I best could, but when he ventured upon insult I vowed revenge. You, who
so well know the nature of my soul, will not suppose, however, that gave
utterance to a threat. At length I would be avenged; this was a point
definitely, settled --but the very definitiveness with which it was resolved
precluded the idea of risk. I must not only punish but punish with impunity.
A wrong is unredressed when retribution overtakes its redresser. It is
equally unredressed when the avenger fails to make himself felt as such to
him who has done the wrong.
It must be understood that neither by word nor
deed had I given Fortunato cause to doubt my good will. I continued, as was
my in to smile in his face, and he did not perceive that my to smile now was
at the thought of his immolation.
He had a weak point -- this Fortunato --although
in other regards he was a man to
be respected and even feared. He prided himself on his connoisseurship in
wine. Few Italians have the true virtuoso spirit. For the most part their
enthusiasm is adopted to suit the time and opportunity, to practise imposture
upon the British and Austrian millionaires. In painting and gemmary, Fortunato,
like his countrymen, was a quack, but in the matter of old wines he was
sincere. In this respect I did not differ from him materially; --I was
skilful in the Italian vintages myself, and bought largely whenever I could.
It was about dusk, one evening during the
supreme madness of the carnival season, that I encountered my friend. He
accosted me with excessive warmth, for he had been drinking much. The man
wore motley. He had on a tight-fitting parti-striped dress, and his head was
surmounted by the conical cap and bells. I was so pleased to see him that I
thought I should never have done wringing his hand.
I said to him --"My dear Fortunato, you are
luckily met. How remarkably well you are looking to-day. But I have received
a pipe of what passes for Amontillado, and I have my doubts."
"How?" said he. "Amontillado, A
pipe? Impossible! And in the middle of the carnival!"
"I have my doubts," I replied;
"and I was silly enough to pay the full Amontillado price without
consulting you in the matter. You were not to be found, and I was fearful of
losing a bargain."
"Amontillado!"
"I have my doubts."
"Amontillado!"
"And I must satisfy them."
"Amontillado!"
"As you are engaged, I am on my way to
Luchresi. If any one has a critical turn it is he. He will tell me --"
"Luchresi cannot tell Amontillado from
Sherry."
"And yet some fools will have it that his
taste is a match for your own.
"Come, let us go."
"Whither?"
"To your vaults."
"My friend, no; I will not impose upon your
good nature. I perceive you have an engagement. Luchresi--"
"I have no engagement; --come."
"My friend, no. It is not the engagement,
but the severe cold with which I perceive you are afflicted. The vaults are
insufferably damp. They are encrusted with nitre."
"Let us go, nevertheless. The cold is
merely nothing. Amontillado! You have been imposed upon. And as for Luchresi,
he cannot distinguish Sherry from Amontillado."
Thus speaking, Fortunato possessed himself of my
arm; and putting on a mask of black silk and drawing a roquelaire closely
about my person, I suffered him to hurry me to my palazzo.
There were no attendants at home; they had
absconded to make merry in honour of the time. I had told them that I should
not return until the morning, and had given them explicit orders not to stir
from the house. These orders were sufficient, I well knew, to insure their
immediate disappearance, one and all, as soon as my back was turned.
I took from their sconces two flambeaux, and
giving one to Fortunato, bowed him through several suites of rooms to the
archway that led into the vaults. I passed down a long and winding staircase,
requesting him to be cautious as he followed. We came at length to the foot
of the descent, and stood together upon the damp ground of the catacombs of
the Montresors.
The gait of my friend was unsteady, and the
bells upon his cap jingled as he strode.
"The pipe," he said.
"It is farther on," said I; "but
observe the white web-work which gleams from these cavern walls."
He turned towards me, and looked into my eves
with two filmy orbs that distilled the rheum of intoxication.
"Nitre?" he asked, at length.
"Nitre," I replied. "How long
have you had that cough?"
"Ugh! ugh! ugh! --ugh! ugh! ugh! --ugh!
ugh! ugh! --ugh! ugh! ugh! --ugh! ugh! ugh!"
My poor friend found it impossible to reply for
many minutes.
"It is nothing," he said, at last.
"Come," I said, with decision, "we
will go back; your health is precious. You are rich, respected, admired,
beloved; you are happy, as once I was. You are a man to be missed. For me it
is no matter. We will go back; you will be ill, and I cannot be responsible.
Besides, there is Luchresi --"
"Enough," he said; "the cough's a
mere nothing; it will not kill me. I shall not die of a cough."
"True --true," I replied; "and,
indeed, I had no intention of alarming you unnecessarily --but you should use
all proper caution. A draught of this Medoc
will defend us from the damps.
Here I knocked off the neck of a bottle which I
drew from a long row of its fellows that lay upon the mould.
"Drink," I said, presenting him the
wine.
He raised it to his lips with a leer. He paused
and nodded to me familiarly, while his bells jingled.
"I drink," he said, "to the
buried that repose around us."
"And I to your long life."
He again took my arm, and we proceeded.
"These vaults," he said, "are
extensive."
"The Montresors," I replied,
"were a great and numerous family."
"I forget your arms."
"A huge human foot d'or, in a field azure;
the foot crushes a serpent rampant whose fangs are imbedded in the
heel."
"And the motto?"
"Nemo me impune lacessit."
"Good!" he said.
The wine sparkled in his eyes and the bells
jingled. My own fancy grew warm with the Medoc.
We had passed through long walls of piled skeletons, with casks and puncheons
intermingling, into the inmost recesses of the catacombs. I paused again, and
this time I made bold to seize Fortunato by an arm above the elbow.
"The nitre!" I said; "see, it
increases. It hangs like moss upon the vaults. We are below the river's bed.
The drops of moisture trickle among the bones. Come, we will go back ere it
is too late. Your cough --"
"It is nothing," he said; "let us
go on. But first, another draught of the Medoc."
I broke and reached him a flagon of De Grave. He
emptied it at a breath. His eyes flashed with a fierce light. He laughed and
threw the bottle upwards with a gesticulation I did not understand.
I looked at him in surprise. He repeated the
movement --a grotesque one.
"You do not comprehend?" he said.
"Not I," I replied.
"Then you are not of the brotherhood."
"How?"
"You are not of the masons."
"Yes, yes," I said; "yes,
yes."
"You? Impossible! A mason?"
"A mason," I replied.
"A sign," he said, "a sign."
"It is this," I answered, producing
from beneath the folds of my roquelaire a trowel.
"You jest," he exclaimed, recoiling a
few paces. "But let us proceed to the Amontillado."
"Be it so," I said, replacing the tool
beneath the cloak and again offering him my arm. He leaned upon it heavily.
We continued our route in search of the Amontillado. We passed through a
range of low arches, descended, passed on, and descending again, arrived at a
deep crypt, in which the foulness of the air caused our flambeaux rather to
glow than flame.
At the most remote end of the crypt there
appeared another less spacious. Its walls had been lined with human remains,
piled to the vault overhead, in the fashion of the great catacombs of Paris. Three sides of
this interior crypt were still ornamented in this manner. From the fourth
side the bones had been thrown down, and lay promiscuously upon the earth,
forming at one point a mound of some size. Within the wall thus exposed by
the displacing of the bones, we perceived a still interior crypt or recess,
in depth about four feet, in width three, in height six or seven. It seemed
to have been constructed for no especial use within itself, but formed merely
the interval between two of the colossal supports of the roof of the
catacombs, and was backed by one of their circumscribing walls of solid
granite.
It was in vain that Fortunato, uplifting his
dull torch, endeavoured to pry into the depth of the recess. Its termination
the feeble light did not enable us to see.
"Proceed," I said; "herein is the
Amontillado. As for Luchresi --"
"He is an ignoramus," interrupted my friend,
as he stepped unsteadily forward, while I followed immediately at his heels.
In niche, and finding an instant he had reached the extremity of the niche,
and finding his progress arrested by the rock, stood stupidly bewildered. A
moment more and I had fettered him to the granite. In its surface were two
iron staples, distant from each other about two feet, horizontally. From one
of these depended a short chain, from the other a padlock. Throwing the links
about his waist, it was but the work of a few seconds to secure it. He was
too much astounded to resist. Withdrawing the key I stepped back from the
recess.
"Pass your hand," I said, "over
the wall; you cannot help feeling the nitre. Indeed, it is very damp. Once
more let me implore you to return. No? Then I must positively leave you.
But I must first render you all the little
attentions in my power."
"The Amontillado!" ejaculated my
friend, not yet recovered from his astonishment.
"True," I replied; "the
Amontillado."
As I said these words I busied myself among the
pile of bones of which I have before spoken. Throwing them aside, I soon
uncovered a quantity of building stone and mortar.
With these materials and with the aid of my
trowel, I began vigorously to wall up the entrance of the niche.
I had scarcely laid the first tier of the
masonry when I discovered that the intoxication of Fortunato had in a great
measure worn off. The earliest indication I had of this was a low moaning cry
from the depth of the recess. It was not the cry of a drunken man. There was
then a long and obstinate silence. I laid the second tier, and the third, and
the fourth; and then I heard the furious vibrations of the chain. The noise
lasted for several minutes, during which, that I might hearken to it with the
more satisfaction, I ceased my labours and sat down upon the bones. When at
last the clanking subsided, I resumed the trowel, and finished without
interruption the fifth, the sixth, and the seventh tier.
The wall was now nearly upon a level with my
breast. I again paused, and holding the flambeaux over the mason-work, threw
a few feeble rays upon the figure within.
A succession of loud and shrill screams,
bursting suddenly from the throat of the chained form, seemed to thrust me
violently back. For a brief moment I hesitated, I trembled.
Unsheathing my rapier, I began to grope with it
about the recess; but the thought of an instant reassured me. I placed my
hand upon the solid fabric of the catacombs, and felt satisfied. I reapproached
the wall; I replied to the yells of him who clamoured. I re-echoed, I aided,
I surpassed them in volume and in strength. I did this, and the clamourer
grew still.
It was now midnight, and my task was drawing to
a close. I had completed the eighth, the ninth and the tenth tier. I had
finished a portion of the last and the eleventh; there remained but a single
stone to be fitted and plastered in. I struggled with its weight; I placed it
partially in its destined position. But now there came from out the niche a
low laugh that erected the hairs upon my head. It was succeeded by a sad
voice, which I had difficulty in recognizing as that of the noble Fortunato.
The voice said--
"Ha! ha! ha! --he! he! he! --a very good
joke, indeed --an excellent jest. We will have many a rich laugh about it at
the palazzo --he! he! he! --over our wine --he! he! he!"
"The Amontillado!" I said.
"He! he! he! --he! he! he! --yes, the
Amontillado. But is it not getting late? Will not they be awaiting us at the
palazzo, the Lady Fortunato and the rest? Let us be gone."
"Yes," I said, "let us be
gone."
"For the love of God, Montresor!"
"Yes," I said, "for the love of
God!"
But to these words I hearkened in vain for a
reply. I grew impatient. I called aloud --
"Fortunato!"
No answer. I called again --
"Fortunato!"
No answer still. I thrust a torch through the
remaining aperture and let it fall within. There came forth in return only a jingling
of the bells. My heart grew sick; it was the dampness of the catacombs that
made it so. I hastened to make an end of my labour. I forced the last stone
into its position; I plastered it up. Against the new masonry I re-erected
the old rampart of bones. For the half of a century no mortal has disturbed
them. In pace requiescat!
By Edgar Allan Poe
(1843)
TRUE! nervous, very, very
dreadfully nervous I had been and am; but why WILL you say that I am mad? The
disease had sharpened my senses, not destroyed, not dulled them. Above all
was the sense of hearing acute. I heard all things in the heaven and in the earth.
I heard many things in hell. How then am I mad? Hearken! and observe how
healthily, how calmly, I can tell you the whole story.
It
is impossible to say how first the idea entered my brain, but, once
conceived, it haunted me day and night. Object there was none. Passion there
was none. I loved the old man. He had never wronged me. He had never given me
insult. For his gold I had no desire. I think it was his eye! Yes, it was
this! One of his eyes resembled that of a vulture -- a pale blue eye with a film
over it. Whenever it fell upon me my blood ran cold, and so by degrees, very
gradually, I made up my mind to take the life of the old man, and thus rid
myself of the eye for ever. Now this is the point. You fancy me mad. Madmen
know nothing. But you should have seen me. You should have seen how wisely I
proceeded -- with what caution -- with what foresight, with what
dissimulation, I went to work! I was never kinder to the old man than during
the whole week before I killed him. And every night about midnight I turned
the latch of his door and opened it oh, so gently! And then, when I had made
an opening sufficient for my head, I put in a dark lantern all closed, closed
so that no light shone out, and then I thrust in my head. Oh, you would have
laughed to see how cunningly I thrust it in! I moved it slowly, very, very
slowly, so that I might not disturb the old man's sleep. It took me an hour
to place my whole head within the opening so far that I could see him as he
lay upon his bed. Ha! would a madman have been so wise as this? And then when
my head was well in the room I undid the lantern cautiously -- oh, so
cautiously -- cautiously (for the hinges creaked), I undid it just so much
that a single thin ray fell upon the vulture eye. And this I did for seven
long nights, every night just at midnight, but I found the eye always closed,
and so it was impossible to do the work, for it was not the old man who vexed
me but his Evil Eye. And every morning, when the day broke, I went boldly
into the chamber and spoke courageously to him, calling him by name in a
hearty tone, and inquiring how he had passed the night. So you see he would
have been a very profound old man, indeed , to suspect that every night, just
at twelve, I looked in upon him while he slept.
Upon
the eighth night I was more than usually cautious in opening the door. A
watch's minute hand moves more quickly than did mine. Never before that night
had I felt the extent of my own powers, of my sagacity. I could scarcely
contain my feelings of triumph. To think that there I was opening the door
little by little, and he not even to dream of my secret deeds or thoughts. I
fairly chuckled at the idea, and perhaps he heard me, for he moved on the bed
suddenly as if startled. Now you may think that I drew back -- but no. His
room was as black as pitch with the thick darkness (for the shutters were
close fastened through fear of robbers), and so I knew that he could not see
the opening of the door, and I kept pushing it on steadily, steadily.
I
had my head in, and was about to open the lantern, when my thumb slipped upon
the tin fastening , and the old man sprang up in the bed, crying out,
"Who's there?"
I
kept quite still and said nothing. For a whole hour I did not move a muscle,
and in the meantime I did not hear him lie down. He was still sitting up in
the bed, listening; just as I have done night after night hearkening to the
death watches in the wall.
Presently,
I heard a slight groan, and I knew it was the groan of mortal terror. It was
not a groan of pain or of grief -- oh, no! It was the low stifled sound that
arises from the bottom of the soul when overcharged with awe. I knew the
sound well. Many a night, just at midnight, when all the world slept, it has
welled up from my own bosom, deepening, with its dreadful echo, the terrors
that distracted me. I say I knew it well. I knew what the old man felt, and
pitied him although I chuckled at heart. I knew that he had been lying awake
ever since the first slight noise when he had turned in the bed. His fears
had been ever since growing upon him. He had been trying to fancy them
causeless, but could not. He had been saying to himself, "It is nothing
but the wind in the chimney, it is only a mouse crossing the floor," or,
"It is merely a cricket which has made a single chirp." Yes he has
been trying to comfort himself with these suppositions ; but he had found all
in vain. ALL IN VAIN, because Death in approaching him had stalked with his
black shadow before him and enveloped the victim. And it was the mournful
influence of the unperceived shadow that caused him to feel, although he
neither saw nor heard, to feel the presence of my head within the room.
When
I had waited a long time very patiently without hearing him lie down, I
resolved to open a little -- a very, very little crevice in the lantern. So I
opened it -- you cannot imagine how stealthily, stealthily -- until at length
a single dim ray like the thread of the spider shot out from the crevice and
fell upon the vulture eye.
It
was open, wide, wide open, and I grew furious as I gazed upon it. I saw it
with perfect distinctness -- all a dull blue with a hideous veil over it that
chilled the very marrow in my bones, but I could see nothing else of the old
man's face or person, for I had directed the ray as if by instinct precisely
upon the damned spot.
And
now have I not told you that what you mistake for madness is but
over-acuteness of the senses? now, I say, there came to my ears a low, dull,
quick sound, such as a watch makes when enveloped in cotton. I knew that
sound well too. It was the beating of the old man's heart. It increased my
fury as the beating of a drum stimulates the soldier into courage.
But
even yet I refrained and kept still. I scarcely breathed. I held the lantern
motionless. I tried how steadily I could maintain the ray upon the eye.
Meantime the hellish tattoo of the heart increased. It grew quicker and
quicker, and louder and louder, every instant. The old man's terror must have
been extreme! It grew louder, I say, louder every moment! -- do you mark me
well? I have told you that I am nervous: so I am. And now at the dead hour of
the night, amid the dreadful silence of that old house, so strange a noise as
this excited me to uncontrollable terror. Yet, for some minutes longer I
refrained and stood still. But the beating grew louder, louder! I thought the
heart must burst. And now a new anxiety seized me -- the sound would be heard
by a neighbour! The old man's hour had come! With a loud yell, I threw open
the lantern and leaped into the room. He shrieked once -- once only. In an
instant I dragged him to the floor, and pulled the heavy bed over him. I then
smiled gaily, to find the deed so far done. But for many minutes the heart
beat on with a muffled sound. This, however, did not vex me; it would not be
heard through the wall. At length it ceased. The old man was dead. I removed
the bed and examined the corpse. Yes, he was stone, stone dead. I placed my
hand upon the heart and held it there many minutes. There was no pulsation.
He was stone dead. His eye would trouble me no more.
If
still you think me mad, you will think so no longer when I describe the wise
precautions I took for the concealment of the body. The night waned, and I
worked hastily, but in silence.
I
took up three planks from the flooring of the chamber, and deposited all
between the scantlings. I then replaced the boards so cleverly so cunningly,
that no human eye -- not even his -- could have detected anything wrong.
There was nothing to wash out -- no stain of any kind -- no blood-spot
whatever. I had been too wary for that.
When
I had made an end of these labours, it was four o'clock -- still dark as
midnight. As the bell sounded the hour, there came a knocking at the street
door. I went down to open it with a light heart, -- for what had I now to
fear? There entered three men, who introduced themselves, with perfect
suavity, as officers of the police. A shriek had been heard by a neighbour
during the night; suspicion of foul play had been aroused; information had
been lodged at the police office, and they (the officers) had been deputed to
search the premises.
I
smiled, -- for what had I to fear? I bade the gentlemen welcome. The shriek,
I said, was my own in a dream. The old man, I mentioned, was absent in the
country. I took my visitors all over the house. I bade them search -- search
well. I led them, at length, to his chamber. I showed them his treasures,
secure, undisturbed. In the enthusiasm of my confidence, I brought chairs
into the room, and desired them here to rest from their fatigues, while I
myself, in the wild audacity of my perfect triumph, placed my own seat upon
the very spot beneath which reposed the corpse of the victim.
The
officers were satisfied. My MANNER had convinced them. I was singularly at
ease. They sat and while I answered cheerily, they chatted of familiar
things. But, ere long, I felt myself getting pale and wished them gone. My
head ached, and I fancied a ringing in my ears; but still they sat, and still
chatted. The ringing became more distinct : I talked more freely to get rid
of the feeling: but it continued and gained definitiveness -- until, at
length, I found that the noise was NOT within my ears.
No
doubt I now grew VERY pale; but I talked more fluently, and with a heightened
voice. Yet the sound increased -- and what could I do? It was A LOW, DULL,
QUICK SOUND -- MUCH SUCH A SOUND AS A WATCH MAKES WHEN ENVELOPED IN COTTON. I
gasped for breath, and yet the officers heard it not. I talked more quickly,
more vehemently but the noise steadily increased. I arose and argued about
trifles, in a high key and with violent gesticulations; but the noise
steadily increased. Why WOULD they not be gone? I paced the floor to and fro
with heavy strides, as if excited to fury by the observations of the men, but
the noise steadily increased. O God! what COULD I do? I foamed -- I raved --
I swore! I swung the chair upon which I had been sitting, and grated it upon
the boards, but the noise arose over all and continually increased. It grew
louder -- louder -- louder! And still the men chatted pleasantly , and
smiled. Was it possible they heard not? Almighty God! -- no, no? They heard!
-- they suspected! -- they KNEW! -- they were making a mockery of my horror!
-- this I thought, and this I think. But anything was better than this agony!
Anything was more tolerable than this derision! I could bear those
hypocritical smiles no longer! I felt that I must scream or die! -- and now
-- again -- hark! louder! louder! louder! LOUDER! --
"Villains!"
I shrieked, "dissemble no more! I admit the deed! -- tear up the planks!
-- here, here! -- it is the beating of his hideous heart!"
Edgar Allen Poe
(1845)
Once
upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary,
Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,
While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,
As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.
"'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door—
Only
this, and nothing more."
Ah, distinctly I
remember it was in the bleak December,
And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.
Eagerly I wished the morrow;— vainly
I had sought to borrow
From my books surcease of sorrow—
sorrow for the lost Lenore—
For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore—
Nameless
here for evermore.
And the silken sad
uncertain rustling of each purple curtain
Thrilled me— filled me with fantastic terrors never felt
before;
So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating,
"'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door—
Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door;—
This
it is, and nothing more."
Presently my soul grew
stronger; hesitating then no longer,
"Sir," said I, "or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore;
But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping,
And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door,
That I scarce was sure I heard you"—
here I opened wide the door;—
Darkness
there, and nothing more.
Deep into that
darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortals ever dared to dream before;
But the silence was unbroken, and the stillness gave no token,
And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, "Lenore!"
This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, "Lenore!"-
Merely
this, and nothing more.
Back into the chamber
turning, all my soul within me burning,
Soon again I heard a tapping somewhat louder than before.
"Surely," said I, "surely that is something at my window
lattice:
Let me see, then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore—
Let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore;—
'Tis
the wind and nothing more."
Open here I flung the
shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter,
In there stepped a stately raven of the saintly days of yore;
Not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayed
he;But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door—
Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door—
Perched,
and sat, and nothing more.
Then this ebony bird
beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore.
"Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou," I said, "art
sure no craven,
Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the Nightly shore—
Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!"
Quoth
the Raven, "Nevermore."
Much I marvelled this
ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,
Though its answer little meaning—
little relevancy bore;
For we cannot help agreeing that no living human being
Ever yet was blest with seeing bird above his chamber door—
Bird or beast upon the sculptured bust above his chamber door,
With
such name as "Nevermore."
But the raven, sitting
lonely on the placid bust, spoke only
That one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour.
Nothing further then he uttered—
not a feather then he fluttered—
Till I scarcely more than muttered, "other friends have flown before-
On the morrow he will leave me, as my hopes have flown before."
Then
the bird said, "Nevermore."
Startled at the
stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,
"Doubtless," said I, "what it utters is its only stock and
store,
Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful Disaster
Followed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore—
Till the dirges of his Hope that melancholy burden bore
Of
'Never— nevermore'."
But the Raven still
beguiling all my fancy into smiling,
Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird, and bust and door;
Then upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking
Fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore—
What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt and ominous bird of yore
Meant
in croaking "Nevermore."
This I sat engaged in
guessing, but no syllable expressing
To the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core;
This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining
On the cushion's velvet lining that the lamplight gloated o'er,
But whose velvet violet lining with the lamplight gloating o'er,
She
shall press, ah, nevermore!
Then methought the air
grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer
Swung by Seraphim whose footfalls tinkled on the tufted floor.
"Wretch," I cried, "thy God hath lent thee— by these angels he hath sent thee
Respite— respite and nepenthe, from thy memories of
Lenore!
Quaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe and forget this lost Lenore!"
Quoth
the Raven, "Nevermore."
"Prophet!"
said I, "thing of evil!—
prophet still, if bird or devil!—
Whether Tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore,
Desolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted—
On this home by horror haunted—
tell me truly, I implore—
Is there— is there balm in
Gilead?— tell me— tell me, I implore!"
Quoth
the Raven, "Nevermore."
"Prophet!"
said I, "thing of evil—
prophet still, if bird or devil!
By that Heaven that bends above us—
by that God we both adore—
Tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn,
It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels name Lenore—
Clasp a rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore."
Quoth
the Raven, "Nevermore."
"Be that word our
sign in parting, bird or fiend," I shrieked, upstarting—
"Get thee back into the tempest and the Night's Plutonian shore!
Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!
Leave my loneliness unbroken!—
quit the bust above my door!
Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!"
Quoth
the Raven, "Nevermore."
And the Raven, never
flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting
On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;
And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming,
And the lamplight o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor;
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor
Shall
be lifted— nevermore!
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